I feel it. It’s like this inescapable sensation in my gut. Something fucking scary yet sublime will happen to me. I know this with much certainty & I can’t wait for it but I have to stay collected. I have to stop being scared; I can’t be afraid of living my life anymore. Whatever it is, it can’t control my happiness :)

It feels like it’s 9 o’ clock right now. I have way too much energy for own damn self X)